about – personal

i want experiences. i don’t want run-of-the-mill or half-assed bullshit.

i want laughter that makes my entire body ache. the kind that makes the back of my head hurt. the kind that makes me look at the person who inspired such laughter with pure admiration.

i want everything to be real and authentic and honest and i don’t.ever.settle.for.less. ever.

i want to push boundaries and live life as who i am, not as some scrapbooked version of others.

i like when people call me by nicknames. my favorite lately has been “jamesicle.” i like to be crushed on. i like to be desired. i like to be surprised and inquired about.

i like to talk about what’s going on in my life and dissect the people around me. i like to observe, but jump in at the same time. i like to be everywhere at once.

if you’re in my life, i’ve analyzed you. i’ve tried to understand you further and push beneath the surface of who you are. i like crushes that are confusing and complex because it gives me something to intellectually decipher.

i think life is meant to be lived in however definition of living you can come up with. judge yourself by your own standards. and always, i mean… ALWAYS, be willing to fall on your face and laugh about it later.

these are my words. this is what i’ll tell the world. listen or don’t listen; it’s your choice.